pinniped

polymorphism

VIII

in your light, mine burns bright again

it's all gone now

i hate myself for believing in you for so long, when i knew that you could never change

all which surrounds me is grace

shirohada

...as the light bends

what i feel for you can’t be put into words

comfort in knowing it's all over, longing for what is yet to come

Staring at Pictures of Things That Won’t Come Back

leave me alone

pinniped / sleep

holding onto the thought that things might get better

you wish for it to end, when it ends you clamor for it, but you don't want it back, you want the memory of it to not fade away

crushed by the thought of never getting to see you

i wish i could forget it all, yet my heart yearns after what we had

looking after

pinniped / silver dove

regression

replica

ouroboros

despite the layer of ice between us, i still feel your warmth

lurker

post weaning